As I continued to work the steps, Step Three proved to be an interesting test of my faith. Faith in a power greater than myself as it was posed to me in Step Two. I was being asked to turn my will over to the care of God as I understood God. The God part I got, turning over my will posed a much greater test for me. I had always done things on my own. I was self reliant, so I thought. Since when did I rely on anyone else to do my bidding for me. No, I wasn’t going to get caught in a trap. I’d do it all on my own. The truth was that, that philosophy got me caught up in this mess. It was time to rely on something other than myself. What I needed was faith. So I figured I had nothing to lose and everything to gain if it worked. God knows my way didn’t work, I was a sex addict. So I tried turning things over to His care. First it was small things and then it was most things and then finally I realized that it could be all things as my faith had grown to the next level and I saw results. I saw miracles start to appear. Today, I turn stuff over to His care on a regular basis sometimes as many as tens times a day, and the burden is relieved from my heart. God bless you Papa, for it is your will, not mine, that I follow today.